The following are various excerpts from Paedrun the Conqueror’s journal — specifically his musings on the creatures that plague the land. The text was minimally corrected for spelling or clarification of meaning:
“At times, I feel my life has seen fit to equip itself with its own purpose. And I am merely a bystander to its progress. I have taken the role given, with good grace, I hope.
But, at times, I fear that I am not equal to my life’s task. When my purpose is to kill a foe I have killed once and again, and even lead more men to do the same, I cannot help but fear.
Where is justice when you cannot kill a murderer because he would rise a oineghast; twice as fearsome as the man first killed. Where is happiness when parents fear to let children wander lest they rile a peny-hive and die a death of a hundred hundred poison stings. And then rise themselves as foul carrodae.
It chills my soul and robs my purpose of its fire.”
“I hope no man see a carrodos. A loved one’s face made ruined from foulness leaking from any form of sores and cuts. And the stench, I shall not describe it.
And, if by ill fate, he were to see a carrodos, I say this to him: flee. For carrodae spew foul bile, that destroys all it touches: bronze or body, stone or plant. It takes not a single man to destroy a carrodos, for I have seen an army put to rout by a meeting of three carrodae. Spreading death like a sickness, creating more carrodae to repeat the process.
Will we never be free of these namyr? ”
[This is the last post made by Paedrun, written the day before he led the expedition into the Nel-lands. He left his journal with his niece Aldra.]
“All the lands to the south have been pacified. My Harcrows stalk the namyr as they once stalked us; Crows to continue to hunt down the dead. After nearly a ten-year of war against nature itself, I have found no reason to these namyr. Blood and ashes sit in their bodies and an unreasoning hate of all things, they seem an affront against nature. Yet they seem to be a natural process as much as a growing weed or the flowing of a river.
Maybe naymr is a bastard that has grown to hate its legitimate brothers. Maybe nature wishes to begin again? To set itself against itself and watch everything to burn? Then I defy nature.
I have not found the source of these namyr in these lands but I will find it, even if I must travel into the Nel alone. No scout has returned from the Nel-lands but does not most chaos arise from an overgrowth of nothing? I will find the source and I will end it. I must end it.
My life’s purpose can tell its goal is near. I will not fail now.”